flyingsaucerscout

im not gonna delete the account but dont expect me on more than like once a month to clear the inbox (for reasons i dont understand i still get favorites on my old stupid shit) so yeAH things you can do if you wanna stay in touch
-follow on tumblr (fefeerie)
-friend me on facebook (if you message me privately ill give it to you)
-catch me on skype (ask for it privately)
-drop an email if u wanna be oldschool?? ferrets.can.fly@gmail.com
-i might give my cell # to rly close ppl
-add me on places like instagram (tentahugs) or snapchat (ask for it pls)

seems reasonable right?? i just havent been feelin it here like i dont chat much or upload things since my watchers seem disinterested in what i do except for a small portion, and its not a bad thing since i did kind of take a fandom u-turn. i dont condemn anyone and i dont feel bad basically. just if you want to keep in touch pls dont hesitate <3

i cant wait until i turn 18 and can take off the mature content filters

jkjk but itll be convenient to not have to go on another account if i wanna see things lol.

but yeah

four days

the big one-eight

um i deleted some stuff out of paranoia (first time ive ever deleted stuff on dA wow) but it wasnt very relevant and nobody really cared anyway so its ok

i really need to be more active in various groups but i havent been drawing much and college stuff has been stressful and my competition day for oceanic science bowl got moved to march so thats another thing i have to worry about

i just want life to slow down ;;

i pulled an all nighter for no reason so you get this stuff again

im sorry its been all journals and nothing anybody actually gives a shit about like even these entries are super boring and theyre all just apologies

but it feels like everyone's drifting from dA in favor of tumblr and ao3 (i got one though i haven't posted anything there yet. ill give it out when i start putting things there)

umm for anyone in n. america i have a giveaway going on tumblr if its of any consolation? fefairly.tumblr.com/post/42152…

ugh i think i broke my computer AGAIN my dad took it to work and he's installing better antivirus software

i hope my baby comes back ok ;o;

legit i started crying when i was trying to fix it like ive probably wrecked the thing and i already destroyed one computer and i wrecked the car too and my parents havent done anything about it!! i feel terrible and its just festering and mensTRUATION AMPLIFIES FEELINGS TENFOLD i cant focus on everything im just MISERABLE and i shouldnt be because its just a computer but???

in other news i hate midterms

goodbye friends

i know i've been so slow with replies and stuff but school has been a hassle
i'm on break now though so i think tomorrow i'll make it a goal to get to everything!
my deviantwatch is at like 12k messages i think i'll delete everything from groups but i'll look at everything out of individual users
maybe i'll get into the swing of checking it again

also as you can see premium expired boohoo no more fancy journals or polls or shoutbox

anyway being on break
i hosted a dinner party today which was really fun and it felt nice to have my friends in my house and they were all snapping photos of the christmas tree lol (it is kind of ridiculously tall but) and i think i connected well with everyone (which is good because i'd been having fears that i was really detached from them) so self confidence boost +1 there. i was really nervous and depressed in the morning so i'm glad it turned out well.
i have christmas presents lined up for those that asked for them! kate you still haven't told me what you want D:
i really love christmas both the giving and the receiving and also being with my extended family and the food is pretty bangin (swedish meatballs, for example, are the shit)
i'm really excited to have time again i can actually draw and maybe work on my fics again!! i only have one university app to finish up and its mostly just essay editing. now it's just time to wait oh boy

i got supernatural on netflix maybe i'll watch it

i keep picking up roleplays because i'm dumb and can't manage time haha

its 4 am i probably had more i wanted to say but i'm so out of it pft

EDIT: i remembered
i messed with my blog and i have a url change it's clefairypeixes now and my theme is that trendy one you're supposed to have or else you're lame
clefairypeixes.tumblr.com
oh and my little brother got a blog too but he doesn't really know how to use tumblr. he's chefgamzee (like chef rhamsey it's so cute i can't get over how he did that and knew to make a punny url and not a dumb one with numbers at the end and shit)